decide upon this moment that time will happen
that like folded clouds you will not move against it
fists are wanton and lax
eyes that cannot lie
decide that life is movement but your movement is the one of worms and little sighs that only shadow brings
ruminate and lean against the dreamers
the mind dies
the slate is cleansed
decide that the madness is only a smile of light upon your pillow
a touch of calm is simply defiance of the hysterical color of the world
live to die and rush and sleep
loneliness is a true companion
in every step and word this world consumes my emotions
i drive against the masses in my vehicle of superimposed self pity
you stand on the corner,cold and mass-less
you are caged and frightened by your abandonment of independence
i laugh that i am different and superior
but naked i am truly by your side
a weapon misused and tattered
a voice so soundlessly violent
a reach of incomparable uselessness
a distance only separated by ideas
and ignorance